Love Letter #1

Dear Summer,
     I have watched you for so many years struggle and fight for what you think is right. You are such a strong woman with a heart that is sometimes to big for your own good. I have seen you try and build a wall around that heart and it has made you a very lonely woman. Yes, people will take advantage of your caring and sometimes turn out not to be the person you thought they were. Do not let that stop you being the woman i know you are inside. You love people and want what is right and fair for everyone. Sadly, the world does not work that way and you can not fix it all. You went through that in high school and it's such a burden to carry for yourself. Love yourself Summer! Love people! Stop trying to be this tough guy and pushing people away. You have so much love to offer people and i know if you start letting your guard down and letting people see the true you their views will change. You are one special person that is not only beautiful on the outside, but also beautiful on the inside. Control that tongue of fire, open your heart and mind, and let the past be the past. Summer it is time to forgive the wrongs of your past. Not only from others, but from yourself as well. Forget the pain, embarrassment, hurt, and depression. Go look in a mirror and see the girl that i see. HUG YOURSELF! Smile! Make a funny face and let out a laugh! Blast some music and have your own dance, calorie burning, party! I am so proud of you! I know you have been fighting for so long, but you have never given up and that is something to celebrate. You have never been a quitter! You may have gone about some things the wrong way, but you have never let it 100% keep you down. YOU GO GIRL! Until tomorrow...keep your head high and remember what you are fighting for. Your control, your health, your life, and your future little one. xoxoxo